another one down...

another pound gone this week...but I'll hold fire with the ticker factory thingy in case another pound disappears overnight.

Funny, I never thought I'd crack comfort eating but my reltionship with food has completely changed in the last 7 weeks. I am, at last, able to eat just when I'm hungry (even with PMT!), and when I do eat, my portion sizes are less than half what they used to be, and what I choose to eat is so much better for me.
Strangely enough, I have also gone off meat. How did I ever enjoy chicken? It's so dry and tasteless!
I try to compensate with other protein sources like beans, chickpeas, dairy foods, and as of today, hummus (spelling?)

I think the flu bug started it...it meant I lost my appetite, and when I did start to eat again I was conscious of picking foods that were good for me and wouldn't give me swings of sugar (which I now think were partly responsible for the heart pounding and sudden need to sleep). I had a hot chocolate yesterday and couldn't finish it, half way through I experienced this sudden wave of 'terror', I reckon it was the rush of sugar to my bloodstream. What else could it have been? I wasn't stressed, I was watching my kids iceskate with a friend. It only lasted about a minute but it wasn't very pleasant.

If you're interested I've copied some stuff from healthymagazine.com which makes alot of sense and is very relevant to how I've sometimes felt....

The fear of fear can be crippling. That may sound like a bizarre statement, but often those experiencing fear cannot pinpoint a specific object. They do not have something concrete to be scared of, but are almost randomly fearful. This becomes terrifying because, having no concrete cause, the fear cannot be avoided and may strike at any time.
Heart pounding, mouth dry, vision wobbly, chest tight, breathlessness, hot and cold sweats, and a feeling of being dizzy or about to lose consciousness… When these fearful symptoms escalate into a panic attack, it is not unusual for the person to feel as though they may be dying.

Increasingly, the person who has experienced these symptoms becomes so scared of them that even a slight prickle of adrenalin brings on a rush of fear that precipitates another attack. The irrational and untargeted nature of the symptoms means that they feel out of control, unable to take positive action to avert the possibility of another bout of panic.

What they often do not realise, and are thrilled to learn, is that many of these symptoms are brought about by physical factors, such as diet and lifestyle choices, which can be changed to bring relief from everything from mild unease to intense fear.

That is, of course, except where there is a good reason for the fear: it is not a good idea to be totally chilled in the face of stampeding cattle or mad dogs… These dangerous situations are what adrenalin is designed to help us out of.

Adrenalin?
Yes, adrenalin – a chemical released from the adrenal glands in response to a threat to the person to whom those adrenal glands belong! Adrenalin activates a ‘Red Alert’ in the body, sending blood coursing to the heart and lungs to enable you to run or fight better; it opens up sweat glands so that you don’t overheat doing that running or fighting; it liberates stored sugar from the tissues to power the muscles; and it causes the heart to beat faster to pump oxygen around the body. For a moment there you could box with Rocky, but your body can’t keep this up and as adrenalin levels fall again, reaction sets in. Your muscles feel weak and shaky, your heart beats irregularly, you feel breathless, dizzy, damp and sweaty and unable to co-ordinate.

Now, this adrenalin business is great if faced with the aforementioned mad dog (or boss), as it will get you away from the danger or power your leap to a place of safety. It is, however, the release of adrenalin in response to non-threatening physical factors that causes the panic symptoms that ruin lives.

What factors?


Caffeine intake
Nicotine intake
Alcohol intake
Refined sugar intake
Low blood sugar
Dehydration
(to mention the most common)
Caffeine, alcohol and nicotine will stimulate the release of adrenalin. If they are taking a substantial place in your daily life (which is particularly likely with caffeine), the adrenal glands can become very sensitive and jumpy.

If you take vast quantities of sugar, the body tries to deal with it by tucking it all away quickly into the tissues. Thus the amount of sugar in the bloodstream falls, and adrenalin is released to push blood sugar levels up again. Not only will you feel panicky but also your energy levels will fluctuate madly. If lots of this sugar is accounted for in your large intake of coffee, prepare for the negative effect to be doubled…

Blood sugar levels can also drop if you haven’t eaten within the last few hours. Women are especially guilty of this, going for long periods of time without eating and then wondering why they feel so nervy, jumping at shadows and craving sugary foods.

Dehydration is possibly one of the most common factors. If you are dehydrated you will experience a dry mouth and palpitations, and think that you are fearful. Many patients tell me that they no longer wake up at night with palpitations once they are drinking the regulation 1.5 litres of still water daily, and cutting out the coffee (which has a dehydrating effect).

Nutrients
The nutrients that your nervous system needs to make it more resistant to panic are magnesium and vitamin B.

Another remedy to think about is Emergency Essence or Rescue Remedy, suitable to take at any time, and easy to administer because it comes in a dropper bottle – the drops can be taken under the tongue at the first sign of fear, and counteract the emotional build-up to an attack.

Take a deep breath, put down the coffee, pick up the herbs and forget the fear.

Tips:
Drink more water and less coffee and other caffeinated drinks

Cut down nicotine and alcohol intake

Eat regularly and try not to overdo the refined sugar (this is easier if you are eating every three to four hours, as your blood sugar levels don’t drop and thus you don’t get sugar cravings)

Practice breathing deeply and slowly, or take a yoga or relaxation class that teaches you to control your breathing more effectively

Instead of all those caffeinated drinks, turn to herbal teas such as chamomile, lemon balm and lemon verbena, which will calm your nerves whilst clearing your mind